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Little girls who are friends due to proximity (ie same school, dads work together or are neighbors)grow apart.
It happened with Laura and Donna, re the Secret Diary, because Laura was curious about sex and drugs and started exploring that while Donna stayed innocent. Laura, of course, was still drawn to Donna's innocence, and she was to James'. This attraction to innocence was a kind of envy- she was only compelled to be bad by the evil that polluted her when she was 12.
This is all a kind of metaphor, of course, for any child sexual abuse and the isolation and alienation it puts girls through as they mature.
There is, as mentioned in the Diary, a bit of a rivalry over Ben's attention. Laura is a competitive girl- in the Diary she also uses sex with Leo to one-up Shelley, a girl she finds threatening because, like Laura, she is beautiful, too.
Like Laura, Audrey defined herself through her sexual power, but for different reasons. Audrey was experimenting with a womanly identity,as most teenage girls do, even when they're not ready; whereas Laura was forced into womanhood early through abuse.
Audrey was a bad girl without being really bad, and I'm sure Laura was aware of this. She cut class and smoked in her locker, flirted with older men and played her music loud- a far cry from tricking, drugging and cheating on her boyfriend- but she was a virgin, and probably so exposed to alcohol around the hotel and her dad that it didn't even intrigue her.
Laura probably exploited Ben's affection for her, that started when she was a little girl and he bought he a pony and sang to her, because she intuited a Freudian desire between Ben and Audrey that she could displace with overt sexual manipulation. As we saw, Audrey could have *had* Ben in that forbidden way if she wanted, and Ben was so depraved he may even have allowed it. Laura's world, the world of mystery and darkness, was too threatening for Audrey.
Audrey sought mystery and adventure because she wanted to be rescued by a father figure who really cared.
Laura sought dangerous experiences that would destroy her, and was ultimately trained to enjoy the incest rape she endured in her self-destructive quest.
So they were opposites: Audrey was the Good Bad Girl- the girl who seems to be dangerous but is anything but; Laura was the Bad Good Girl- the girl who was twisted under her perfect exterior.
Laura's behavior shocked and excited Audrey, but she never would have participated.
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