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| 26. Friday, December 9, 2011 8:49 PM |
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| QUOTE: Rest in Peace Julie...................27 years later and my heart still aches. Get some help and walk away from it. It's a losers game. drugs. that's all I gotta say about this subject. |
i too have lost some close friends to heroin and other opiates, too many for a 22 year old. i hate it. really i have left the old life behind, have new friend, and all that. have been on methadone maintance for about 8 months of so and have quit talking to my old friend, sadly many of whom i go back to grade school with. anyway im doing much better now, my friends are great and dont use illegal drugs aside from smoking weed from time to time. im doing all i can to put heroin behind me, i named myself on this forum on a whim not really taking time to think of anything better.
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| 27. Friday, December 9, 2011 10:25 PM |
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| QUOTE: dont you ever think of suicide, ya can overcome this sickness I know ya can. hey ya are from the big cheese state? been there very beautiful state I have been to Whitewater, ya know where Stevie Ray Vaghaun had the terrible helicopter crash. I am here sweety, pm me, ya are better than that. dont take that shite ya can do better. pm me I am here. ya need to change friends as well, take a step to new friends that dont take any drugs. |
i am not suicidal. when i was addicted though suicide was an very viable option. the depression and desperation you mind is in when you withdrawal i so overwhelming words cannot describe. i would wish heroin addiction on no one ever. for many addicts death is a blessing, considering there are people who spend decades addicted before they die from health complication, mostly heart issues from using IV.
i am not a depressed person and have never wanted to kill myself except when i was addicted to heroin. not i really am happy. my friends are all great, my work is going well. im thinking about going back to college, but if the economy picks up i might not and get back into the construction business. i thank you for your kindness and concern rebel. i am doing much better now, but can never ever let my guard down for a second, or im as good as dead. anyway thanks again i have lots of back up plans and support systems to help me stay clean, but if i ever feel the need ill drop you a pm, and if you ever feel the need feel the same to pm me. thanks all
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| 28. Saturday, December 10, 2011 12:34 AM |
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| QUOTE:.. (I keep it to myself) but that's exactly what I'm like with the fet... (I'm starting to feel a bit dry in my soul) as the weeks roll on I just get worse and worse and worse and in the end u just think... f**k it,just go and bloody get some... |
is that fentanyl your talking about? have done plenty of that, very dangerous if one doesn't know exactly what they are doing.
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| 29. Saturday, December 10, 2011 12:50 AM |
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well, looks to me ya have a good strong backbone, keep it up guy cause all will be good in your future. sorry thought was thinkin suicide, yes I was worried but from your posts looks like ya are headin the right direction, clean up and stay cool
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| 30. Saturday, December 10, 2011 2:22 AM |
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Seatotem...
Smokings the worst of them all... you do know that,don't you...
I thiink its very big of heroin to come and be so honest and truthful about herself and her problems !!!!!
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| 31. Saturday, December 10, 2011 2:57 AM |
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Well no.... I don't really...
I've spent half my life on a bender(off on one).... but I don't go crying to anybody about it....
its just how you choose to live,isn't it !!!!
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| 32. Thursday, December 22, 2011 2:01 PM |
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My dad always laughs you know... (it cheers him up a bit,I think)
you know when you read in the newspapers and that about smackhead scum overdosing and dying...
I dunno... I think he's maybe right !!!!
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| 33. Thursday, December 22, 2011 2:04 PM |
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Heroin,
if its endorphins and that your aftet,why don't you try taking up a vigorous sports programme like doing two half hour runs each day or something like that...
you could get your endorphins released that way,couldn't you ????
you know... through vigorous sports or something like that !!!!!
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| 34. Thursday, December 22, 2011 2:09 PM |
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As soon as you slip that needle into your arm...your entering a lower astral realm...a realm of spiritual darkness...
you know,realm of the demons...
that's where your at now when you get into that...
Realm of the demons !!!!!
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| 35. Thursday, December 22, 2011 2:11 PM |
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Your confined then to the bottom 5% of society... that's why I've never done it...
Cos I don't wanna be confined to the bottom 5% of society...
(I'm better than her)
I always was !!!!!
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