Last night I read about the Columbine massacre. Not that I haven't read or heard about it before. It has just been something people talked about here, whenever a new school massacre happened in Europe and the States... But this really scared me. I was like so scared that I couldn't really go to bed afterwards...

I'm not usually this easy to affect, but damnit those to guys were scary as hell... and it could happen again anytime, anywhere... I have a 10 years old sister and I'm so afraid that some psycho should turn up at her school some day and do something simular...

Stuff like this really gives me the creeps...

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Regarding that corporate numbing grind. I found it at boeing commercial, time back at the office with the Federal gov.  So, I said shit to this. I found a new line -yes corporate , I suppose, but not a drag. I could never work in a bank , but a mortgage company, in fact a series presented something else. More interesting colorful types, parties, strippers at the office, fun and jokes and hook ups. It is an industry for washouts I suppose, call me a washout, it worked for me.

So, find a loose place. Even if it says Inc or LLC.

"Harry, I'm going to let you in on a little secret. Every day, once a day, give yourself a present. Don't plan it, don't wait for it, just let it happen. Could be a new shirt at the men's store, a catnap in your office chair, or two cups of good, hot, black coffee. Like this."  -Dale Cooper

Well, i just used that term, as in other applications. Ya know , let's say you want to be a naval officer, You wash out of Anapolis(sp) You join and get a low commission after state college. No, ah   wait...

A forecaster with Boeing Commercial would sound more respected than selling loans from a mortgage company (loan originators to loan investor/securities makers MBSs ) See a bank -too strict and where marginal loan seekers would get denied,has more respect shall we say.sounds and is more respectable than a Kadillac Mortgage--dig? But for me -i was Brer Rabbit thrown in a briarpatch. Two of mine were closed down- one was under investigation by the state attorney general and one,the best, was bought by Bank of America.

I just thought of fears some people have ( especially artsy creative types)--being bored to tears by anything economy related : )

Speaking of boredom
Next task for me today--- watch for the mailwoman's delivery.

"Harry, I'm going to let you in on a little secret. Every day, once a day, give yourself a present. Don't plan it, don't wait for it, just let it happen. Could be a new shirt at the men's store, a catnap in your office chair, or two cups of good, hot, black coffee. Like this."  -Dale Cooper

j, it was stressful. two hours late!! a sub carrier and not the regular sub delivered today. Her first time on this route. But the letters yes, i hit a daily double came thru --looking good.

j, with the lack of TP and DL news it is a nice social thing the way you guys-you know who you are- post-yeah off topic but the  mods don't care .

I don't believe that  ah  '1998 'thing bud. Innocent until proven guilty, due process j

Don't quit your day job . I always thrived in an office situation, a floor of people, cubicle set or not should offer you opportunities for things. You have it made my Southern Man.

Southern Man not with the haute judgemental negative Neil Young way. In a good way.

"Harry, I'm going to let you in on a little secret. Every day, once a day, give yourself a present. Don't plan it, don't wait for it, just let it happen. Could be a new shirt at the men's store, a catnap in your office chair, or two cups of good, hot, black coffee. Like this."  -Dale Cooper

 None taken. 

I guess this is the right thread for creepy stuff.  I am afraid of newraymond.

"Harry, I'm going to let you in on a little secret. Every day, once a day, give yourself a present. Don't plan it, don't wait for it, just let it happen. Could be a new shirt at the men's store, a catnap in your office chair, or two cups of good, hot, black coffee. Like this."  -Dale Cooper