I`m maybe just too much...I`m maybe just not an `in a relationship` sort...I don`t know...

I am an entirely selfish individual that always puts myself/my own needs before anybody elses...So,maybe I`m just not an `in a relationship sort`

It doesn`t really seem to be an area I`ve had much success in,like...maybe it`s fear or something,Ii don`t know ???

Well,I`m totally wild really,maybe it`s that...

You know,they don`t see `the other you`...

The thing is now.I`m no longer sure `the other me` is still even there,you know !!!!!

(you tend to get worse as you get older/set in your ways etc)

You know,if you don`t get these things sorted when your younger...maybe they`re never going to be !!!!

They say it with business and career,don`t they...maybe it`s the same with relationships !!!

Myowl

I mean...

Isis & Osiris...I persevered with that one for so long because it was supposedly all pre-arranged(written in the Stars etc)...

and like I say...I`ve met them all now(the would be marriage patners) and it hasn`t worked with any of them...

You know,you get 3,4 or maybe 5 offerings in a lifetime,don`t you...

Well,I think I`ve had them all and it hasn`t come off with any of them really,you know !!!!

(so it`s looking a bit grim for me in that area now,I think)

Myowl

I dunno...It seems like a Misty distant Island that I`m never meant to get to or something...

the thing is,you become a bit of a miserable git when you get older...(you lose the luxury of innocence/youthful exuberance)

so now it`s kind of like...

Would I even be in the right place if it was offered....

I`m no longer sure that I would !!!!

Myowl

I say...1 bad apple can ruin things for everybody,you know...

apparantly if that one had worked...

many other Isis & Osiris`s across the World (and across the Universe)would have gone on to find each other and happiness(apparantly)(or as it was writen)

Like I say...1 bad apple can ruin things for everybody !!!!!

All she`s bothered about is stuff like....`oh,I`m better than him`

(and other irrelivant juvenile nonsense/tripe)

Myowl

Well...

She made something of her life,you know....

I would have to hand that one to the little Urchin...

She did make something of her life/of herself,so.....

Myowl

Well,You know who I`m talking about,don`t you...

I`m talking about the World famous Astrologer,Magician and Ecoterist, the so called `Goddess of Astrology` Linda Goodman...

(another `SystemBuster` basically)

Anyway,  In-Charge now....

and up-screen !!!

Myowl